Drugged and Dragged

Gimme the poison,

Inject it in my vein,

Give me a higher dose,

So that it lessens the pain ..

All that I did for you,

Was indeed in-vain,

Little things that made it look big,

Memories slowly turning into grain.

So little did I expect from you,

So little did you care,

So little it mattered to you,

So little you did to make it look fair.

My heart has stopped aching,

My brain says 'It's Alright' ,

Guess thats how God wants me to be strong,

And fight this with all my might ...

What is left of us will fade as well,

What we made out of ourselves- will become a nice story for you to tell,

What I have become now might not seem to be good,

But I assure you, you will get this back one day, OH YES, You Would ...

Trust me it is True

My Eyes are burning, yes they are red.

Emotions are churning, maybe I am dead ..

I dont know why its always just you,

the one who can bring tears,

Trust me it is true.

The belief in fate is what keeps me going,

Still cannot understand why the wounds are glowing,

I dont know why its always just you,

the one who makes me feel complete,

Trust me it is true.

The alarm clock in my head rings the bell,

I bet even you have a story to tell..

I dont know why its always just you,

the one who sounds like music,

Trust me it is true.

I miss the lullabys on those lonely nights,

Yes, even now I get the frights...

I dont know why its always just you,

the one who comes in my dreams,

Trust me it is true.

Sick I was, I let you turn into stone,

Still aint too late, we can always get back home.

I dont know why its always just you,

the one who gives me a reason to breathe,

Trust me it is true.

Along with our lives this story will end,

Dust wont remain and the memories will bend,

I dont know why its always been you,

the one who makes me pray,

Oh Baby, Come back to me, will you?

When the Plans are not Planned

My heart, my soul my everything, yes it was You,

I would have done anything, just anything for you,

What makes you happy in turn made me blue.

Everytime I see you with him my heart dies a little more,

knowing that i could never have you forever anymore,

I never planned for it to end like this,

I still remember and cherish that last kiss.

Cherish and remember is what i will do,

as that is all of what i can have of you.

All that i can have is special to me,

miles away you can now be free.

Free with the man whom you love and adore,

I once was that man, but will never be anymore.

Standing Naked in Front of the Mirror ..

I breathe in Oxygen,

Carbon-dioxide doesnt stay with me,

Guess that is just fair..

My life's an endless struggle,

My mind, a captivated bee,

My conscience is a constant sting,

My chances, I can't see any.

An existence where hope lingers on,

At the edge of the distant horizon,

When I try to Grab it,

Its just Gone..

Sunk with the Sun, Deep into the Sea,

I am left with nothing but misery.

I breathe in Failure,

Success doesnt stay with me,

Guess that is just fair ..

Hollow I am, useless I have become,

A ruin of the optimistic someone,

Invisibility is a top priority,

Now that I'm isolated from the entire society.

Im being hit by bullets,

Blood doesnt stay with me,

Guess that is just fair ..

Twenty-four years have I tolerated these winds,

Yet a century old I feel,

An antique in the modern world,

A failed Mage's Seal.